Day 200/ 365
Feeling somewhat better than yesterday. I took a day off work yesterday. I couldn’t sleep through the night so I spent most of my morning and evening catching up on my sleep. When it came to evening, I fell asleep around 1 AM and slept until 7 AM. Almost 14+ hours of sleep and it still wasn’t enough. I decided to go back to sleep and have a later start to the work day after packing and preparing my husbands breakfast and woke up around 10:45 AM so I can be fresher for work and started work around noon today. I worked throughout the day and now I’m done after about 6.5 hours. So mentally and physically and emotionally exhausted. I feel so weak. So overwhelmed. So sad. So dead inside 😦 I’m trying to regain some of my energy but I just don’t know what to do. As I sit here with tears running down my face… I just don’t know what to do next. Taking a day off and sleeping some more wasn’t able to freshen me up. I feel so sad. And low energy. I was just sitting here thinking to go get some ice-cream on my way home to cheer me up. Maybe go sit in a bath and meditate. That’s all I can think of for now. Will be back later.